I put alot of thought

Into what have i learned the most thus far in my life...

The answer surprised even me.

I cant help but think of Jesus apostles who argued over which one of them was better... They were chastized by Jesus yet they were really good people. They left there jobs and families to follow him.
The rich prince who had all the faith in the world and wanted to follow Jesus but was turned away untill he sold his riches.

There is no group, job, religion, person, house etc. that will every truly make you happy.... Odd thought i know.

Happiness begins with changing and being who we are and who we should be.
We can have all the faith in the world and be faithful but if the person we are on the inside is wasting away it wont really matter.

When we become ok with the person we are then we add those other needed things into our lived to be fulfilled.
I imagine that is why people who are doing all the right things and making such progress in life can fall victim to addiction and self tragedy.

I think thats the danger in finding the right path. Your still you your just on the right path now. How much does that really mean? If your a serial killer but in a great marriage and you have faith in god and his promises does that mean your happy?

Work on yourself and the rest comes.